Let me just start off with how I have always functioned. I am ridiculously adventurous. I am curious. I am kind, sweet, and compassionate. I am out-going, spontaneous, fun, and a little irrational at times. When I see something that I want, I am extremely driven. I am a people pleaser. I am social and I long for intellectual conversation. I’m not shy and I am not one to beat around the bush. I am also inconsistent, indecisive, undependable with certain things, and I’m always going to do what I want to do. I’m stubborn yet flexible. I have wonderful positive traits but I do have negative traits that make it so hard for me to stay with ANYTHING for a long time. And by anything I mean education, jobs, plans, etc.. I’m a very on the fly person. It’s a blessing and a curse at the same time.
Ever since I can remember, my heart has always longed for something different. Something new. I’m a very fast-paced, never stopping kind of person. I always need to feel like I’m doing something or else I feel like I am wasting valuable time. I always have these crazy dreams about wanting to explore and see this world but money has always been a limiting factor to my dream. “Well what are you going to do in order to make it happen? How are you going to afford to travel all of the time? Where will you stay? Are you willing to go alone- or do you want someone to go with you?” are a few questions that are always brought up whenever I bring up the topic of traveling.
Here’s my dream.
Day one of my memory, I’ve always had this fiery dream to travel. To see this world. To learn about different cultures, to try new foods, to explore the land, and to just live freely without having to be tied down to something. I want to explore different countries and meet people of all races. I want to connect with the earth and see things that I have never seen past a computer or television screen. With having been involved with extensive prayer, faith, and hope, I am no longer going to wait on my dream. I am going to turn it into a reality because for some reason my heart doesn’t stay content with the thought of having a career, living in a small town, or even owning a house. People may think…”why? Why would that ever be anyone’s dream?” It’s my dream because I feel like I was created for traveling and seeing the world. I feel like I was created to spread the word of God while I’m out in the world and living my dream. I feel that my existence in life was meant to be used as a tool for God to go and tell the people in the world about His glory. I can tell you right away that it is not my dream for my life to have a career where my time is spent doing nothing but working. I need to leave, I need to experience, and I need to spread the love of God through out all corners of the globe.
I know that this all may sound extremely immature and impossible- but this is my life that God has granted me. Nothing is impossible as long as you have Jesus. With Jesus, all things are possible. To those of you reading this, if you feel that you’re meant to do more than just have a career, GO DO IT. You only have ONE life- don’t waste it doing something that takes away the treasures of life. We’re all dying and we can’t take anything with us when we go…so what’s holding you back? Live your life. If you feel that your life is meant to have a little more meaning, than by golly go find your meaning. Live your life in a way that will serve and glorify Jesus- whether that means you travel and spread His love or you stay in your town and do whatever it is that makes you want to stay. Not everyone is going to have the same fiery, burning passion that I have to go out and explore this world. That is not a problem what-so-ever. It’s a great thing actually for those who want to stay somewhere. But I know that for me, my soul wants to get out, it wants to tell people about Jesus, it wants to see and appreciate new things and places before I am departed from here and on my way to Heaven.
Mark 16:15 “And He said unto them, Go ye into all the world, and preach the gospel to every creature.”
**** I understand that I am a woman, therefore I cannot be a preacher/pastor. But that does not mean I cannot enlighten people of the world about our Heavenly Father who should be honored and praised ****